I Wish I Could Say It…
You know, there are always things that you wish you could say but don’t for whatever reasons. I finally decided to get a few things off my chest.
- I’m surprised at just how big of an idiot you turned into. It scares me to think that you have some influence on young, impressionable, minds.
- If Mike hadn’t held me back, well, let’s just say it wouldn’t have been pretty. I have no idea what your problem is exactly, but I have a feeling that it comes from massive insecurity and ego. You have no clue what you screwed up.
- I can’t stand you. I’ve never liked you. I hate having to be nice on the rare occasion that I have to. I think you are trashy, stupid, ignorant, and probably more than a little psychotic. I’d go on but then people who really know me and read this would know who you are and I’d feel even more guilty for feeling the way I do.
- You missed out. I’m glad you did. I’m glad you are gone. And, I hope you never, ever regret it because people like you use their regret to intrude and hurt other people. Also, I forgive you, I wish I could say the same thing for my nose. I hope everything works out for you so you never have the opportunity to think about what you missed out on.
- You are a very foolish person who obviously bases your decisions on what glorifies your ego and makes you feel superior. I fight like hell every day not to be like that.
- You are a horrible father, a demented husband, a worthless son, and a crappy excuse for a brother. Whether you realize it or not what you have done to your son is abuse. Your children are going to be warped and you are too obtuse, egomaniacal, and sociopathic to see it. It sickens me to see how you have hurt your mother and your brother. ESPECIALLY your mother. Your views on the world, God, and religion make you Satan’s best PR guy. I hope you realize that before you fuck too many people up with your warped notions.
- I want you to know that you are loved and missed. We think of you often even if it hurts. We’ve missed you growing up, Christmases, and birthdays. I just hope you know that there is family out here who loves you, wants you, and would have fought for you if we had a leg to stand on. No matter what sort of terrible things your father and your piece of garbage stepmother say to you, you are a wonderful, sweet boy and we love you.
- You are a pedophile and rapist. You should be in a cell somewhere NOT running around free espousing on how wonderful you think you are. You are a bully and a horrible excuse for a human being. If hell exists, I hope Satan saved a special hot seat for your sorry ass, even then it would be nothing compared to what I would do to you if I could get my hands on you.
- You are an emotionally and physically abusive dick. I wish you’d fall of a freaking ladder once a week, be rendered a helpless vegetable and end up with a large, abusive, German woman for a nurse. You have given NOTHING back to this world. NOTHING. You have emotionally crippled your children, abused your wives, treated your own mother and sister like garbage, fabricated history, lied your pathetic ass off and still have the nerve to show your face in public. You are a monster and you should be in a cage somewhere.
Wow, that felt good. Thanks for listening!
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May 19, 2008 @ 3:35 am
wow! WOW!
i assume this is to many people? although the last few seemed aimed at the same person … (except for the boy who is loved)
May 19, 2008 @ 3:55 am
I’m sorry that you have to deal with such a person. Sounds like a losing battle dealing with him. I wish you the best of luck dealing with such an individual.
Wow
Beamer
May 19, 2008 @ 4:37 am
I’m going to ditto what Crys said.
Starting at wow! WOW!…
May 19, 2008 @ 4:53 am
I think four of those are about me.
May 19, 2008 @ 5:27 am
Wow. Who ever this person is - I’m so sorry he has hurt you and your family in such terrible ways. You are an amazing person.
May 19, 2008 @ 6:29 am
Wow is right!
May 19, 2008 @ 6:55 am
Wow!!! After reading this it has confirmed my belief that there are some that shouldn’t be allowed to procreate. Sorry you have to deal with such losers!
May 19, 2008 @ 7:52 am
Dude. I am not THAT big an idiot. I TOLD you I would do the video!
May 19, 2008 @ 8:49 am
Crys - The really scary part? Each of these is to a different person. And the SUPER sick part? The last two people… they’re brothers.
Beamer - Fortunately, I don’t have to deal with most of them. And, this was a good way to get out the last of that anger and resentment.
Miss B - Wow that I am so angry and vicious?
Avi - Shhh. I was trying to be discreet!
Jen - :heartbeat: :heartbeat:
Nanna - Awww, come on YOU know… sometimes, ya just gotta let fly with it. Am a right?
Mindy - Amen!
Mr. Fab - Yes, but now I’m tired of waiting. Damn dude!!
May 19, 2008 @ 8:49 am
Since everybody else has said “Wow” I think I am going to say “Holy Crap!” Because I dare to be different (though, really, I’m thinking “Wow”) :)
May 19, 2008 @ 9:43 am
WOW! Go Amy!
And remind me to never, ever piss you off or get on your bad side. You scare the hell out of me, and that doesn’t happen often.
May 19, 2008 @ 9:49 am
Erin - I love Holy Crap! Especially when my 4 year old lets it slip when something genuinely shocks her.
The venom that is poured into this post are really feelings that have been sitting around for too long with no outlet to free them. I have a terrible temper. I get it from my grandfather. It’s a burden that I work on a lot. But, I also tend to blow up and get over it pretty quickly too. Most of the time anyway.
Marissa -
May 19, 2008 @ 9:59 am
It really does feel great to get that stuff off your chest don’t it? I composed a similar post the other night in my head as I was falling asleep. Then when I woke up my husband was in the living room and I got paranoid that I said it all out loud in my sleep.
May 19, 2008 @ 11:47 am
Wow! I have a few of these thoughts floating around but haven’t been brave enough to voice them.
May 19, 2008 @ 11:52 am
I’ve seen this done before and it looks so therapeutic… I’m just afraid I’m such an open book already, everyone would know exactly who I’m talking about… one day tho
May 19, 2008 @ 1:10 pm
So Amy, tell me how you REALLY feel. *said in my best psyco babble voice*
May 19, 2008 @ 3:17 pm
J.O. -
Mackenzie’s Momma - We probably shouldn’t describe what I’ve done here as “brave” :smack:
Tori - I’m really glad I did it. It was really nice to purge.
CrazyLady - Wellllll… it all started when I was 5, Kindergarten was not my favorite grade believe it or not.
May 25, 2008 @ 3:07 pm
Terrible.
The ggod thing is you eventually got these off your chest.Pent up anger can cause mental stress.